with all the things that you could be

It's chilly outside--snow everywhere. These are the best nights for thinking... or at least for staying up and watching the dark. Kind of a 6 Differences night. It's times like these that I want to talk to people the most, and am the most worried that my gentle melancholy or deeper emotion will scare people away. Or at least make them uncomfortable, which is the opposite of what I'd like to do. I want to connect on another level than I do in the daytime. It's the night talking.

I had a nice migraine today (yesterday?) at work. So horrible I had to lay down. When I tried to take aspirin, I threw up. I went home and lay in bed.

The only problem with keeping my window open in the night is that when I have to get out of bed in the morning, it's really cold in my room. One upside is that it makes Minnie much cuddlier. I woke up from a nap once with her sleeping on my chest. It makes me really happy to know that she's gotten so much better from when I got her from the shelter. I feel like I've been a good mommy.

Detect location is creepy.

I'm just sort of killing time before whoever I was talking to comes back.

Oh. Nevermind.

Prayer

Dear Lord,
I pray for wisdom to understand my man,
Love to forgive him
And Patience for his moods
Because Lord if I pray for Strength
I’ll beat him to death.