Easter soon.
2 April 2007 15:22Yes, yes. I'm constantly amazed how much music can make you feel, sometimes despite the lyrics. Sometimes because of. Mostly despite.
We were assigned to write a poem that started off with our kitchens, and slowly became full of words from another part of our life--a hobby, a study, some part of your life that didn't have to do with kitchens. I was thinking about it earlier. Like, what in my life doesn't have to do with kitchens? No. Like, what do I have in my life that isn't words? No. Like, what do I have in my life. What other words can I put in it? Oh my God, what am I going to do with my life? I just want to run and jump out the window through the screen and fly over the park into the sky where the sun is warmer than down here. Or something like that. I wish I had a novel inside me.
Or at least a few short stories.
Instead, I was only surprised the words came from labs.
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Summer
Spindly legs of youth flattened on an old green chair, sticking
so that even constant movement yields only discomfort
the outside buzzing in her ears makes her fidget
waiting for the sun is the toughest chore today.
It is sneaking through the holes in the screen door,
warm fingers playing with her hair, which is still light and feather
free of the snarls and gnarls and unruly nests
that will disappoint her adolescence,
but for now the only call is blue sky
and the kitchen unconstrictive, three windows behind
one door within sight, one door in mind
the living room forgotten for the greater room outside
the one where the carpet changes every year
instead of never. The one where little cities underfoot bustle
faster than linoleum, scattered squares buildings she flies over
when she stands on a chair wobbling
protecting citizens instead of fetching orange juice
the acid tang neutralized by the smell of dirt outside
titrated slowly into the sun until the equivalence point; noon
will bring her screaming back for more.
These are the days we remember when we think of summer,
before it dissolves into the other months, homogenizing memory
a tired solution, with molarity we no longer recall
nor care to calculate, an unknown shoved to the back of the shelf
labled and dated with the last time you added summer's solid
hoping someday it would saturate, possibly precipitate
and salvage, forceps shaking,
a single gleaming sun-soaked day.
We were assigned to write a poem that started off with our kitchens, and slowly became full of words from another part of our life--a hobby, a study, some part of your life that didn't have to do with kitchens. I was thinking about it earlier. Like, what in my life doesn't have to do with kitchens? No. Like, what do I have in my life that isn't words? No. Like, what do I have in my life. What other words can I put in it? Oh my God, what am I going to do with my life? I just want to run and jump out the window through the screen and fly over the park into the sky where the sun is warmer than down here. Or something like that. I wish I had a novel inside me.
Or at least a few short stories.
Instead, I was only surprised the words came from labs.
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Summer
Spindly legs of youth flattened on an old green chair, sticking
so that even constant movement yields only discomfort
the outside buzzing in her ears makes her fidget
waiting for the sun is the toughest chore today.
It is sneaking through the holes in the screen door,
warm fingers playing with her hair, which is still light and feather
free of the snarls and gnarls and unruly nests
that will disappoint her adolescence,
but for now the only call is blue sky
and the kitchen unconstrictive, three windows behind
one door within sight, one door in mind
the living room forgotten for the greater room outside
the one where the carpet changes every year
instead of never. The one where little cities underfoot bustle
faster than linoleum, scattered squares buildings she flies over
when she stands on a chair wobbling
protecting citizens instead of fetching orange juice
the acid tang neutralized by the smell of dirt outside
titrated slowly into the sun until the equivalence point; noon
will bring her screaming back for more.
These are the days we remember when we think of summer,
before it dissolves into the other months, homogenizing memory
a tired solution, with molarity we no longer recall
nor care to calculate, an unknown shoved to the back of the shelf
labled and dated with the last time you added summer's solid
hoping someday it would saturate, possibly precipitate
and salvage, forceps shaking,
a single gleaming sun-soaked day.