how much shit can possibly happen to one person in a week?

this much:

fail a test, break lab glassware, fuck up a lab for both you and your lab partners, catch a cold, get a fever, break your cellphone, lose your dream car, lose your -insurance-, textbooks fall on you, acetone melts your desk, acetone melts your prescription medicine, belly button ring gets (if not infected) smacked and is now bleeding and hurts like a motherf&@#er,  fall down the stairs, miss two days of class, miss a lab, haven't finished any homework, have to pay dues, have to pay choir, just kill me already.

shit that i am thinking in choir

god damn, it hurts to even hear people sing. my throat tenses its muscles as if it were to make the noises which I am hearing. they are very clean and pure. the back of my throat feels like rotting meat. >:( this is the worst stage of having no voice.

i realize i'm supposed to be listening to choir right now, but it is hard to do mafs and also listen to choir, and guess which one i'm getting graded on and is in my major? tuff luck to choar. also i like mafs again. i think the 'no fever' thing is helping. also it is easier to think about doing well in a subject when you fucking well study for it.

there is something in my nose that will not go away. i am picking it to no avail. >:( okay it is gone now, but i can't blow my nose because all the stuff is in the back. blowing my nose hurts like bejesus.

damn, i am dumb as hell at parametrization.

kalinda sounds way like chrono trigger stuff.

okay shit now that we’re not rotating curves, I’m a dumbass again.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I AM GOING TO FAIL EVERYTHING. STUPID ILLNESS. STUPID STUPID.

i hate mafs again

and chemistry

shit.  i was dreaming last night that i was married, and then i woke up to all of this crap.  today sucks.  i think my phone might be working again though.  if i die, i got electrocuted by my own HOPE.