Mrf.

So... I think I may have done all right on the math test.  Because... I took like an extra 40 minutes doing it.  I was sitting in the Cat lab, and there were like five other people there doing things on Mathematica.  I thought there were other students in there also taking the exam.  Nope.  It was just me.  Now the professor is mad at me... and rightfully so.

...I don't care though.  No, I do care.  I know I shouldn't have stayed the extra time.  Then again, this is my third time through Calculus II.  I need to pass it or my graduation will be delayed another year and a half instead of just a half.  I can't stand taking it again.  I'll damn well drop out of school and become a bum. 

I am ashamed of taking the extra time.  At the same time I AM NOT ASHAMED THAT IT TAKES ME EXTRA TIME TO DO SLOWLY WHAT OTHER PEOPLE CAN DO QUICKLY.  AT LEAST I DID IT RIGHT, EVEN IF I WAS SLOW.

Fuck.

I'm depressed.